hearts;

you may say my heart is too big or i love too much, but i cant help it. that is who i am.
you'll probably say im just naive cause im young, but i cant help it. this is who i am.
& to those of you who think that my mother is the exact same way so guess what its something i will not grow out of its something that is apart of me and will be there forever.
sometimes i wish i were tougher on the inside and didnt give out so much love.
but then i think about it and i wouldnt change who i am for anything or anyone.
i may give out too much love and this could be my downfall but id rather have that be my downfall than being a liar or a cheater.
i would have rather loved and lost than have been bitter and tough and never loved at all.

ive recently been hurt, bad, but hearts keep beating and life goes on and so will i.
and you'd think with each guy screwing me over id change who i am be a little tougher and not let my love out as much.
well guess what i have no urge to be that way, at all.
im not bitter or mean and ill never be that way, granted when the time comes ill tell you like it is.
these guys are complete douche bags and completely take advantage of my sweet, kind, and loving nature. one day someone will love me more than i could ever love them, give more than i can give, and appreciate every little thing i do.
and by no means am i looking, i am just going with whatever happens right now.
im not settling at all and my goal right now is to make as many memories and crazy adventures as possible.


my hope for certain people have been completely squashed but my hope for my own life is growing even taller.
i want to walk right into chaos and have fun while doing it.
im living my life without limits & there is no way im shutting my heart off.
i may be more cautious but by no means am i cutting everything off.
my heart is still beating and giving out love.