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i am terribly sick. no joke. i think its karma though, for all the times i didnt go to school and now i am really sick and i have to go to school. conclusion: go to school (most of the time!). my nose has never been this stuffed up, my throat hurts, and i sneeze about every 30 minutes. its actually pretty funny. only me and the people i work with have odd sense of humors and find my sickness hilarious. but i must push forward, prevail and make it through school tomorrow.

i worked with dan today and this guy came in, he used to work next door at auntie annes. he was saying some things that really made me open my eyes. i really took everything he said and it all hit me at once. but all i have to say is God works in mysterious ways. No i wont preach to you, but if you notice when you get into huge trouble, your having the worst day of your life, or you simply cant take it anylonger, you pray. i know someone who says "i dont belive in God" yet when shes in truoble, she prays. He deserves more credit than some people give. Most people only pray to God for help when they are at a low point in their lives and honestly you should thank him everyday that He has given you life and that He died for you. these are all just my opinions and feelings but someone really opened my eyes today and thank this total stranger. i pray and hope someday that my friends who are so lost can see the Lord and all He has to give.
we think all of our problems are so enormous and we get so wrapped up into them but if we take a few steps back and see that we are getting wrapped up into something so insignificant compared to the bigger picture, compared to the Lord. He has just put a stepping stool over my small muddy rain puddle that seemed to be so horrible and now i am taking those steps over it.

goodnight :)

my duck is yellow

Alright, this is my first day back to school in five days. I cant stand it anymore than I did before. What I found interesting though was that all I did was e-mail my teachers for work and they sent it back. So I did my work and got everything done and now im not even behind. So technically I never even had to be a school or ever have to be. I dont think too many students realize this. Because my grades have not faltered one bit and my life is not going down hill as some students may take this leave of five day absence. I just saw my transcripts for first semester. I got 4 B's and 2 A's. Honestly, thats amazing for a girl who never attends school.

And I just wanted to point out, you know the saying "when it rains, it pours"
Ive come to the conclusion that it is completely true.
I mean sometimes it drizzles or sprinkles, but when the rain comes there is no stopping it.
Just thought id add that.

Now I am leaving this place and going to the beach with dan.
goodbye :)