happiness

i am finiding that i am really happy at this moment in my life. im happy with my current situation and i am happy with my near future, and excited to see what that future holds. getting over you is easier than i thought it would be, i dont think my feelings were as strong for you as i first believed, but then again its probably so easy because youre no where near me. and what's better is my heart is really happy because there are so many more people who are willing and more able to love me more than you ever were.


so third quarter ended today, which is awesome. this means i only have one more quarter of school left. i am getting hit by the realization that i am actually graduating! i am extremely excited. i am easily excited if you couldnt already tell.

im starting to appreciate everyone around me that shows me love. like all my co-workers, even though some of them bug the shit out of me, i really love them all and they have all helped me so much and i couldnt thank them enough for making me happy when i was sad, dancing when i couldnt dance, and singing backstreet boys with me (kyle!). i appreciate JOY so much! she is an amazing person and through out the years has never changed, and she is amazing and down for anything, mostly not going to school and going to the city or beach with me! and thank you for listening when i needed it joy. and i appreciate my family, but those fuckers are a given. haha

spring is almost here, i can feel it in the air. daylight savings is this weekend. i really enjoy when the day is lighter longer. so ive decided to go to prom, might as well. hahaha itll be fun and then the next day its off to disneyland for me!
i want to be here soooo bad:





did you know the castle that this is based off of is in Dauchau, Germany and 20-30 minutes down the road from the original castle is one of the biggest nazi concentration camps used for the Jews.
creepy, huh?
here is the original, the Neuschwanstein Castle, and the one Walt Disney wanted to base the Sleeping Beauty Castle off of: