today i went to school and to be honest it wasnt that bad. well it was an early release day so that is probably why but at least i enjoyed it. when i do go to school i usually enjoy it. i really enjoy learning and gaining knowledge to further my self-progression. joy wasnt at school today, so i just came home for lunch, i do feel bad and i am so sorry to JOY for missing all these days of school. a new personal goal: go to school more often, unless it starts getting warm and i need to go to the beach.
i am really happy with who i am right now and what i am doing. yes, i am young. and this is a problem with a current situation but i wouldnt change who i am for anything or anyone and if you cant deal or get over my age then i am terribly sorry and it is your loss. i am looking forward to saturday. i have the day off and so does my moms. we have decided we are going to santa cruz. i am in love with beach, with the endless horizon and fresh crisp air, putting your feet into the freezing water and i shiver with extreme delight because i know in that moment i fell so connected to everything around me. my heart and face being warmed by the sun shining down with nothing to block its rays, my feet turning red from the cold ocean, hearing the waves beat against the water, dig my hands into the sand and feel every grain the waves have broken free, feel the coastal winds hit me from either side of my body, puts me into a state of mind i wouldnt trade for anything else.
i am off to work.
:)
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