people that we love come and go. friends, girlfriends, boyfriends, and even sometimes family. and to be completely honest if your family leaves you, they should not be considered family. my heart has been ripped open many times and i reach down somewhere deep inside me and i find the strength to sew it back up. my heart seems to be open to anyone that needs love that i come in contact with. however, in the end it may be my downfall but one day i will find that man that believes i have no downfalls. i look at my heart and i see all the scars and i do recognize the pain that certain scars have caused but to be honest i wouldnt change it. i dont regret it. because from every scar ive learned something. ive learned to be cautious, independent, and above all loving, and there are many more attributes that ive gained through the scars on my heart. at one point each scar made my heart soar to new heights of love. i want love inside myself and on the outside throughout my whole life. love conquers all, ive come to learn and realize this. and to me this doesnt mean i need a boyfriend, this means i need to surround myself with people who love me and there are so many trying to help me right now and i need to recognize them and show them how much i appreciate each and everyone of these people for showing me all the love that has been here all along when i thought there was none.
and i want to say thank you to everyone who has helped me to who i have become today. people that left those scars and the people who will never scar my heart. and i know there are many scars left to come and knowing this somehow makes it easier.
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